I don't feel like go, forgive and forget.

We're always like this, always arguing, always thinking about the fucking problems that we both have. I'm tired of all this shit, because it makes me ungry, it makes me stupid, it makes me sad. And I don't want to be like this anymore. But I don't want to be every single second with you either, because... Because... What's going to happen when we won't be able to be together? I won't know what's going to happen with you, but... What about me? I'll be lost. And I don't think all this love deserves my pain.