Stop fighting with yourself.

Stop fighting with yourself. You must do it because your mind is not free if you hide your thinkings. You should know that nithing cares more than you in this world, that the others will be far from you two steps after an experience lived together, that they cannot live your life. The only one that is going to suffer, to lose, to cry, to feel pain, is you. And, do the others deserve your pain? I think not.